“I feel like time is slipping away, and I’ve always had a sense that time is moving too fast,” says photographer Laura Pannack as we sit down to discuss her latest body of work.
“I just have this fear that I’m a grain of sand, that I am not making the most of the time I have here. It’s not just about this inner pressure to be productive, it’s about an appreciation of time.”
Pannack’s anxieties over the passage of time are not unusual, but universal. In an era where technology allows us to be inundated with our peers’ every success, our perceptions of time and achievement have become warped, giving us somewhat damaging illusions over our own measures of accomplishment.
The London-based photographer need not to worry – at least for now. Pannack has just received the coveted Getty Prestige Grant, awarding her $15,000 to realise the continuation of her project Youth Without Age, Life Without Death.
“I needed to escape, to begin an adventure in my search for meaningful answers,” says Pannack.
“One of my oldest friends recommended that I go to Romania. I had brought a map of the world and been throwing darts at it trying to figure out where to go, and Romania kept coming up, so I went there and I fell in love with it, it was everything I wanted and more.”
“As I started researching the traditions of where I was, this beautiful tale came up, and immediately I realised it totally reflected exactly what I’m yearning for, echoing this idea that I feel in my life,” she says.
Using the tale to guide her, Pannack has created a body of work that is as beautifully poetic as it is haunting. Symbols and cues are playfully introduced to encourage the viewer to embark on their own journey.
The series is shot solely on expired film, embracing the imperfection and decay contained within the ethos of the work.
“I wanted to embrace the idea that life isn’t perfect, that in reality you can’t have a perfect image, to embrace those mistakes and see the deterioration of time in my images, to see the death within the film.”
Youth Without Age, Life Without Death is both a continuation and departure from this, capturing a genuine connection not just with her human exchanges but, for the first time more prominently through her haunting images of the landscapes rural Romania, which capture intuitively the intimacy of her relationship with the land.
“In the spring, red ribbon is worn to commemorate birth, and at funerals red bags are knitted to give to one another as gifts – it is an integral symbol in Romania’s traditions,” she explains.
Alongside the series, the gallery will also present a curated selection of Pannack’s popular blog Image of the Week, which will be accompanied by stories and texts, written by the artist, offering an open and honest insight into her practice.
Youth Without Age, Life Without Death: Chapter 1 is on show at the Francesca Maffeo Gallery from 22nd October – 23rd December 2016. For more information, go here.